i.dun.need.dis

i dialled
toot...toot...toot...
nope
he didnt and wont answer for the fifth time
i tot i gave up
but then i tried once again
he picked up
...i lost my words...
there was only silence through the phone
i've decided
me: k lah, xda pape nk ckp, ltak dlu uhh.
h: hah?humm
me: ltak dulu nee.assalamualaikum.
h:.hmmm.waalaikummussalam.
click!
the conversation ended.

duhh
i'm actin like a dummy
da lar
jangan kacau dya
xda mknanya pon
again
i tot
it's totally meaningless
he doesnt need me to do that
aku je yg pulon
hey you!
stop that
stop fooling yourself lahh!
menyampah pulak ngn diri sniri

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it truly lives in my heart
n i'm not toying around with it__tapi rse dri ni bodohh r gak
f*** off!
sorry
even if u r fooling me
i cant change it
its yours